I don't usually handle death very well. I cannot imagine how Patrick handles it, especially when they are the ones that found Arwah Zubir's body in PD at 4 pm on Sunday.
I also am bothered very much on how I would be remembered and how my orbituary would have been written by friends, colleagues, bossess, parents, siblings, children and wife. Here lies Mac,......{thats about it, my mind goes into a blank} or "I remember that guy, he is the one that ruin that person's cycling career..."
What have I done to contribute into these people's Emotional Bank Account?. What have I done to change or impact some of their lives?. Have I done enough, how much more should I have done? These are questions that I have no answers to.....
Damn, I need to manage time better. So little time, so much to do.
4 comments:
That's why we have to continue striving and pushing ourselves to taste life as much as possible. My friend who plays futsal with me died unexpectedly when a back operation went awry earlier this month. Quite shocking but that's life - full of unexpected twists and turns.
Mac, wake up wake up.. busy sangat ke? hapdet plis
yu jin: yes, life is full of casualties ;-). Without it, we cannot live.
Bola2api: Not in office, banyak sangat external meeting. Tak nak la update without statistics ;-)
oi mac .. update ler ...
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